Well well...

Today's drum actually is rather okay. I am glad but i dunno how long it can last though. Today our mother's church pastor's youngest son had been diagnosed with bone cancer. It comes as a shock to me because i don't know that the bones can actually get cancer. He was preaching about Joseph when he told us that, and he put his faith to God that everything will be okay... Well, it put me to shame that i can be easily depressed for many minor things like being worried about many things unnecessarily. I wonder why they will not feel bitter and how they can manage to still trust God after all these. I dunno what i would have felt if i was put to the test.
Another good advice that the pastor preach is that nothing good will ever come out from doing evil or bad things. For example there is one phrase where someone says that it does not matter what means one use as long as the end result is what one whats. What the pastor is trying to say is that that phrase is not correct. I agree