Friday, February 27, 2009

Conflict within


Well, it is like this...
Tomorrow is supposed to be the last day of the secondary school class gathering and i dont know if i should go or not.
Reasons for:
1. It is the last meeting
2.I don't want to regret
3. I never go for those previous gathering for the past few years and this is the only chance.
4.Want to see my ex classmates
Reasons against:
1. It end up rather bad since the previous meeting during CNY, i dunno how to act ( I feel la, cause i am like a social idiot)
2. I will feel ...stressed (reasons? See no.1 tired...
3. If they play poker cards i cant join in and make me seem more emo and why would i want to give ppl a worse impression since the class will be together the last?
4.I will be alone mostly and other people will be talking to each other and my face will become auto- emo mode (reasons? See the bracket in no.1)
...Conclusion:I ask my mom and at first she say why dont want go? But since the barbecue will mostly be at night and rather far away,she then say no. I am glad though, that i don't need to choose or create a reason for myself. Maybe to some people, it might be running away.. for me, this might just do... Someday we will meet again...

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